I SCARE MY EXAM FAIL!!! WHAT IF I FAIL?! FUCK!! I HATE THIS KIND OF FEELING!! DAMN!!!
PLEASE MR FANG JIAZHENG!! PUT IN MORE EFFORT PLEASE!!

It's been months now.. but i still can't let it go..
I can only blame myself don't have the bliss to have you by my side.
也许他可靠 他实际 他不一样
他能够给你安全感 不是梦想
谁还在乎一起傻傻的说过那些话
没关系 我们分了没关系
这不是你的问题
是我没那个福气
没福气 却又爱上你
爱情里面总有一个比较傻
要怪就怪我放不下
痛苦给我幸福留给你和他

Labels: 要怪就怪我放不也下没那个福气

my tear still drop even when i keep telling and remind myself not to cry..

i still love you alot.. who knows?
i can't cry.
i can't say it out.
i can't do anything about it but keep to myself..

I miss you...
I miss you say i love you to me...
I miss you say i miss you to me...
I miss the time we spent together...
I miss the time you came to my house and have fun...
I miss the time that i piggyback you...
I miss the time that i carry you and go drink water...
I simply just miss every single things we do together...
But everything change now...
Just 3 day that we never text each other everything change...
The reply you sent to me is all so cold...
It just feel like you dun wanna text me...
But i doing my best to keep the conversation alive...
When we on the phone, other people text you and you can reply them, but what about me?
When you on the phone with others, i texted you but you never reply...
Am i not important to you?
I asked do you still love me?
You think and i waited for a few min then i receive your text. You say yah.
I wonder can i believe you?
On your facebook wall you post 'So used to you texting me every morning & night, but now it seems different.'
who is the 'YOU'? i wonder...
I want to believe you. But all the things you do make me hard to believe in you..
Have you fallen for other guy?
Can you please tell me the truth?
I really love you very much i wonder you know that?
How i wish you can know how i feel whenever you wrote all that and the reply you sent to me....
I wish i can know what you thinking.. but i just dunno what are you thinking....
Waiting for your text every morning i wake up... i always wake up at 1pm no matter how late i sleep, i waited for 2 hour or more everytime...
But still you din text me..
I text you first, i ask what time you wake up?
You said 1+, i ask again why never text me?
You said tot you still sleeping...
Your reply towards me is always the same...
Why dun you just tell me you dun love me anymore and wanted to break...
I dun want you to suffer... I dun want myself to be suffering too.. My mind is always thinking the same thing over and over again....Everynight....

Labels: You ask me to believe you but from the way you do things i just can believe you

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